Friday, January 28, 2011

terrified

All day I have felt like something wasn't right.  I started bleeding about an hour ago...bright red.  I am absolutely terrified.  The doctor says my progesterone suppository likely irritated my cervix and that based on yesterday's beta it shouldn't be a miscarriage, but I have a terrible feeling.  A is calling in a bit to demand a blood test tomorrow.  If you pray, please remember us right now.

20 comments:

  1. positive thoughts, positive thoughts!!

    ReplyDelete
  2. Oh boy, you didn't need this! I'll be keeping you in my thoughts, constantly.

    ReplyDelete
  3. Oh you poor thing. I'm sure everything is fine but please keep us posted.

    ReplyDelete
  4. Oh No - you are in my prayers! Please let us know what's going on!

    ReplyDelete
  5. I will definitely be thinking about you. Hopefully this is nothing. I had bright red bleeding after we got our BFP and it was just my cervix so hopefully that is the case with you as well.

    ReplyDelete
  6. I'm saying prayers for you! I know your first instinct is to panic- mine was when I bled, but let me tell ya, I had bright red blood 5 days after my first positive beta/one day after second beta and I freaked out. Turns out I had a slight subchorionic hemmorage. Strict bedrest for a couple of weeks and they keep watching me, but I'm almost 12 weeks along now, so keep the faith girlfriend.

    ReplyDelete
  7. You are in my thoughts. This sucks, but it isn't over yet. Try to stay positive!

    ReplyDelete
  8. I will be praying for you! Good luck.

    ReplyDelete
  9. Praying for you, and really hoping this is nothing - just a little irritation!!!

    ReplyDelete
  10. Thinking of you and praying for you now.
    I really hope this is nothing. Keep us updated.

    ReplyDelete
  11. I'd be terrified, too. I really hope that your doctor is right, and it's just the suppositories. I'm sending lots of positive thoughts and sticky baby dust.

    ReplyDelete
  12. That is just what us infertiles do NOT need! Can't we get a break?
    Good luck sweetie and I'm thinking of you.

    ReplyDelete
  13. You are in my thoughts. I hate that this is happening to you!

    Praying for you...

    ReplyDelete
  14. Hang in there - just remember that progesterone stuff is pretty nasty stuff.

    ReplyDelete
  15. Sending lots of love and light your way!

    ReplyDelete
  16. I am so very sorry to hear this. All my thoughts and good vibes are being sent to you and your little bean. Hang in there, I am hoping for some reassuring news with labs tomorrow. I am glad you will be demanding them!!

    ReplyDelete
  17. That can be shocking but do not react, until you know the facts. If everything is fine, then you are stressing for nothing and the embryo needs all the calmness h/she can get... so keep the faith and take it one breath at a time.

    ReplyDelete
  18. I came across your blog and want to leave you a comment to let you know you will be in my thoughts and prayers. I know that everyone's situations were different but my beta levels were the same as yours (doubled to 441 on second Beta) and I had triplets!! I also had bleeding as you are describing...so am hoping it is nothing but I remember the worry. Wishing you the best!

    ReplyDelete
  19. Hang in there. I'm sure it is going to be fine, especially if the doctor doesn't seem concerned. I'll be sending positive, calming thoughts your way.

    ReplyDelete