After our failed frozen cycle, I had a very heavy period. Then I seemed to ovulate a few days late. Then yesterday I started spotting, which is not how my periods usually begin. Things seemed off. So today, while bleeding, I took a test. And it was positive. I've had four positive tests today with very visible lines. I have, however, continued to bleed.
When I told my husband, he started smiling and I started crying. But they weren't happy tears- they were tears filled with fear and anxiety and nerves. I want this baby so very badly. But I am so very scared that this will end the same as our other three non-ivf pregnancies.
Praying that this time is different.
Smiling and happy for you, but sending prayers this is another take-home baby. Congrats my friend - all the best.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations! Sending many prayers your way.
ReplyDeletePraying this is meant to be! Congratulations!
ReplyDeletePraying that those pink lines stay put and strong! I cannot imagine the feelings you are having right now.
ReplyDeleteOh sweetie! I hope this time is different. I teared up reading this post...you deserve this so much! I will be thinking of you and look forward to reading happy updates soon :)
ReplyDeleteHoly cow! How unexpected. Holding your hand!
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