Tomorrow is an exciting day...we are going back to the doctor to confirm the sexes! Tomorrow, however, is also a difficult day. It is the estimated due date for our first pregnancy, the ectopic. It's ironic that these two things fall on the same day, but I am hopeful that the excitement of tomorrow can keep the more difficult feelings in check. After all, I am utterly grateful to be expecting my twins. Yes, I wish I had met that first baby, but if I had these twins would have never been conceived.