still going

It's been too long since I posted on here, so I wanted to check in with you all.  Everything is continuing to go well...we will hit 20 weeks on Tuesday, it's definitely a boy and a girl, and so far they look perfect.  Pinch me, please.  We did have a little snag on Friday, which brought to the surface how terrified I still am for these babies.  I called telling the doctor that over the past few days I had quite a bit of thin, watery discharge.  I was sure they would tell me it was fine, but instead they asked how quickly I could be there.  I rushed in, and thankfully it turned out to be a bladder infection, but I got all the pre-term labor tests.  I am so thankful that the babies are well, but reminded of how fragile they still are.
I've been quietly following all of your blogs and praying for the best for each of you.  I know I haven't been the best commenter, but I have honestly had to be less involved in this world for a while.  The fear I feel for these babies is overwhelming, and it's difficult to be reminded of how badly things can turn out.  I find it easier to stay positive for them if I insulate myself a bit.  That said, I promise I am still reading and still pulling for you...and I'm sorry to be a bad commenter.  Thank you all for continuing to stick with me.